Celine Dion and the Common Grace of God

Ok, I am sure any of you who have read this title must think that I have really lost it! Or Karen and Mindy, you may be thinking I returned to the thought process of our college days when we thought every song could be turned into a worship song. (If you are not one of my college friends and do not know what I am talking about, please do not ask. Would rather just not go back there).

With that said, I am not going to tell you how Celine Dion's songs (which I am still s obsessed with by the way) are actually hymns in disguise. But I did want to comment on how what I saw, in the movie made about her world tour made me reflect much on what I was learning in school and on the glory of God.

I am in class this semester called Apologetics and Outreach which is really doing a work on my heart. One of the things that we have discussed in much detail so far in class is the Common Grace of God. One aspect of this common grace is that all people- both those who are believers in Christ and those who are not- reflecting something of the beauty and character of God, because all are made in his image! Indeed that "every human being is a clearer revelation of God than the most beautiful of sunsets" or any other glorious thing in all creation. That to look at another person, any person is to see something of the person of God himself. The result, that we have much to learn from and rejoice in in one another.

Last night, as I watched this film, I saw a beauty in Celine beyond the beauty of her voice and the songs I have loved for so long. I saw a beauty that reflected the beauty of God. I saw a reflection of his love for people, the dignity that he bestows on and treats them with. I saw a picture of what it looks like to honor people, to consider the dreams and details of their lives with utmost interest and respect. I saw a reflection of the beauty of moving beyond barriers, and moving towards people who are simultaneously much different and yet much like ourselves.

I am thankful for what I saw, because it stirred my heart and made me long for my own life to reflect our God in such a way. It made me long to better love and honor and respect people, for who they are as people and because our God has both loved and honored me.

I have no great ending to this post. These thoughts may be completely random. You may still think I have lost it. But hey, its my blog. I can write about what I want. I guess I close with two things...

Thankfulness that the Lord is continually using things and people to shape and humble and challenge us, even things we don't expect.

And then an encouragement to go see the movie, especially if you are a Celine fan, while you still have the chance!!

Classes that Change You

Today, as I took a midterm (yes, a midterm only 4 weeks into school), I wondered if my professor would accept a letter about how this class is impacting my mind and heart in lieu of answers to the actual exam questions. I can imagine the letter now:

Dear Dr. Bayer,

I am sorry for not knowing the answers to questions 27-100, but I just wanted you to know that the content of this class is really impacting my life. I attach this letter to an otherwise blank exam, in hopes that you will forgive my lack of knowledge and still give me an A for engaging the content in this way.

Sincerely,

Caroline Lamberth

Ok, I kid just a little bit. This is my favorite class and I really studied. I even had fun studying (such a dork I know) And Mom, don’t freak out, I definitely knew more than just a fourth of the answers to the questions asked. I did laugh however, that a good portion of my notes were not factual but devotional in nature. While those particular notes probably did not help me much on the test this morning, the Lord is really using them to stir my heart and impact my life.

I don’t usually like to throw a bunch of quotes up here without engaging them. But today I will give you just a few, so you can get a little taste of what I am learning up here and so that perhaps it may stir in your heart as well...

Here they are, from seriously one of my favorite professors, Dr. Bayer...

On sin- “If you have the idea that it is something you can manage, you have already lost.”

“Stay out of the mission of god if you want to stay away from the broken, the messy, the alien...out of trouble.”

‘You may not survive God’s mission, but the mission of God is going to be triumphant.”

On agendas- “The way I align myself with God’s agenda is giving up my plan to have a tidy, good, nice life. Jesus will interrupt you...he loves you too much.”

“Am I really just seeking a Christianized personal agenda?”

“The gospel is not ‘try Jesus’ but rather this is God’s world and he is teaching men how and enabling men to live in it.”

And the one I can’t get out of my head, “Do you really want to be a part of the mission of God, or do you just want to live you life with a little Christian paint over it?”

Oh, and my favorite quote from our book, The Message of Acts in the History of Redemption by Dennis Johnson:

"Acts shows us what prayer is like when praying people recognize the presence of Jesus the Lord. It is joyful and confident, for the one who is Lord and Christ is among us to hear our needs. There is awe-filled fear when we recognize his terrifying holiness. There is a pre-occupation not with ourselves- our ailments, comforts, conveniences, hurt feelings- but with the great cause of the king who walks in our midst. We ask to receive from his hand whatever will make us serviceable to him, useful for his saving purposes. We pray not because we must, but because we may, not out of lust for his gifts, but out of love for the giver; not to bend his will to ours but to bend our wills to his."

What a blessing it has been to hear and read these things day in and day out. Though meditating on these things might not give me a better grade, it is my hope that it will give me a deeper understanding the gospel and a deeper desire to live that gospel out in all the realities of my life.

Workout Woes

There are certain aspects of my life that very well might not make any sense to anyone who is not...well, me. My present workout situation is one of them. Though the family I live with has a complete workout facility literally 50 feet from my room- I can count the number of times I have used their eliptical, treadmill, or the tv to pop in Jillian's 30 Day Shred on one hand. Thus, this semester I have decided to fork out the $20 a month to join a gym 12 minutes away! It's been great actually and the number of times I have worked out in the past 2 weeks is at least double than all of last semester combined. So I am feeling good...

Or not so good. With the help and accountability of a couple of friends, I have made it to the gym before 6 am the past two days for some workout classes. And while I have done Yoga consistently for the past few years, I am not totally sure classes are my thing. Today, in the midst of a class that I believe was entitled "Drills That Make You Sweat", I began writing this blog post in my head:

The Top Ten Things that Make You Wonder Whether You Should Be in this Workout Class at All:

10. You do not walk, but rather waddle into class due to extreme soreness from the day before.

9. You are exhausted after the warm-up and anxiously glance up at the clock to see if class is almost over... alas, you have 55 more minutes to go.

8. Your friends who are with you for support can be found chuckling at your lack of coordination and your lack of ability to gracefully jump over the step.

7. During one particular drill, you look in the mirror and think you almost see a football player out at two-a-days! (This may be attributed to the drill itself, or the way I looked in the mirror...I will assume the former).

6. The instructor has to come correct you with each and every new drill- and each time, though it is obvious that you are 28 years old, smiles and condescendingly (oh I mean, compassionately) calls you "sweetie".

5. You notice that the lady next to you is not 28, but closer to 68... and that she has twice as much weight as you on her bar...and that while you feel like you are about to fall over, she appears completely unaffected by all the lunging and "bun-burning."

4. Somewhere along the way you start wondering what you will eat for breakfast and if you have time to stop at Starbucks on the way to school.

3. You are the having the awake kind of nightbares of Billy-Blanks (you know, the Tae-Bo instructor) yelling at you that he can see you and that you better keep doing those butt drills because it is almost swimsuit season.

2. You get excited because you are pretty sure you hear your instructor announce "nap-time", then are crushed to realize that the actual phrase she energetically shouted across the room was indeed "ab-time!"

1. Cher comes on the workout-mix and you are thinking that it would probably be infinitely better to be sitting at her concert than on your ab-mat right now!

Only redeemable part of the workout (besides the friends there and the fact that I have already lost 40 lbs and toned all my muscles in just two days...)... the 90's workout mix complete with my very favorite N'SYNC song... DIRTY POP!

Alright, I am off to class....sadly no time for Starbucks. To all my readers out there....may your day be much less humbling than mine!

I'm in Love...

People had told me it would happen when I came up to St. Louis. I had hoped it was true, but had decided it was highly unlikely. But, indeed it has happened to me, and happened in much deeper way than I had anticipated. I am in love...

WITH SCHOOL!

Sorry for all of you who were hoping for something a little more fun and juicy. And I hope that the news comes as somewhat of a relief to those of you who would be offended about hearing such news about a boy via my blog. Never fear!

But the truth is every day this semester I have walked out of class overwhelmed with how much I love school. Some of you know because I have sent you ridiculous text messages that say so, to which you maybe have responded, "you would or you are such a dork." But regardless I do love school, and each day this semester, I have been overwhelmed with the joy and privilege that is to be here at this time of my life, thankful for the specific schedule that the Lord has given me at this particular season in my life, thankful for the ways he is working in my heart each day through the things my professors have to say.

One of the most impactful things thus far have been the very first words spoken by my professor on my very first day of class, Acts and Paul! He introduced our class and the book of Acts by asking us this question, "Do you really want to be caught up in the mission of God or do you just want to live your life with a little Christian paint over it?"

I was particularly struck with this phrase "caught up." As I look at my life, I see how easy it is to get caught up in so many things, so consumed by them that they fill my thoughts, my conversations, my time, that they drive my whole life. What would it truly look like to be truly caught up in the mission of God, in a way that his agenda completely supersedes my own? For this mission to be the thing that fills my thoughts, my conversations, my time, that drives my entire life?

I feel like if I were to meditate on this one question and pray towards this one end for this entire semester, it would truly change my life! And this is only the beginning!

If you pray for me, would you please pray that as school and the semester continues, and it is so easy to get caught up in so many things, even school itself, that I would truly get caught up in the mission of God and the person of Christ! And that love for school would actually drive me to a much deeper, much more supreme love... a love for Christ!